Hindi lahat ng nilalamas ay harina.

beben-eleben:

Ewan ko ba.

Di ko alam kung san ako mag aaral ng kolehiyo, dito ba o sa Pilipinas? Gusto ko din dito kasi nga marami akong opportunities in the future, hirap man sa simula pero sa huli, worth it na worth it naman. Andami ko ng naiisip na plans like isusubmit ko ‘to, ung ganyan, ung blahblah sa ganitong school, sa ganyang school, gusto ko umabot sa sobrang hectic na ng schedule ko at todo hanap na ko ng different universities na pwede ko pasukan.

Pero.. medical nga ba talaga gusto ko? What if mag architecture nalang ako..? WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. I HAVE 1 YEAR LEFT. *better decide fast, pat.

I don’t want to be jealous anymore, I can’t even accept the fact that I’m jealous of her. When being compared to her is nothing for me because I know she can only get the friend zoned type of treat to her from a guy but me, I can make a guy chase me….but then I realized that love starts from friendship, and that’s what hurts me, what if they have the similarities that we don’t have that’s why they’ll grow closer and closer everyday which will eventually make them fall for each other because he’s gonna get bored of me? Oh c’mon, even if you’re the most confident person in the world, negative thoughts will still attack your mind and poison it with thousands of ‘what ifs’

I can’t fight the feeling of jealousy..when I love you so much and when I say I love you so much, I want you all to myself.